Today is the 23rd of March 2011. Another day before my trip back home. I was so excited I couldn't sleep last night. (Another reason would be, I was too exhausted, I even yelled for a foot massage in the middle of the night) LOL! It's been almost three years since the last time I went home (as in my hometown). It's not very far away from where I'm residing, it's only an hour and 40 mins by plane. You must be wondering why haven't I been back for 3 years even though it's THAT near? Well, no need to dwell on the past. I'm finally ready to go home!!! ( que: L'Arc~en~Ciel - Link (KISS MIX) in the background)
I wonder if my housekey still works. LOL! I wonder how my room looks like now! I heard it looked like hell. That's what my mom said, coz she went back a couple of weeks ago. I wonder if my room still smells like lavender in-scent (I doubt it =_=). I wonder if my L'Arc's posters are still alive (maybe they faded already). And my hat collection! Oh wait! My legendary desktop. Wonder if that still works. Ahhh~~ I'm so excited. Most importantly, I wanna reminisce about the old times when I was still living in that house. About my late grandfather. About the things we cousins do when all of us were still talking to each other. LOL. Don't ask. Ok moving on.
Coincidentally, there is an event that will be held this Saturday in accordance to Earth Hour and Dented (my band) are going to perform that night! So tomorrow night (once I reach Kuching International Airport), I am scheduled to be kidnapped by Dented and I will have crash-course "Guitar for Idiots" with Momo since I haven't touched guitar since, er... forever? No I'm kidding. Since years ago. Again, I lied. I just haven't practiced for the performance. OTZ...
When we talk about my hometown, Kuching a.k.a the Nyaaa~ City, it's all about THE FOOD! Well to me it is! ahahah!! * must think of counter strategy for all the food I will consume! * I will update it all in the blog or realtime update on twitpic/twitter :D
For whatever reason it is, I can't wait to go home.
(Though Imma miss a few ppl like everyone in #Uchikazoku, Skype fellows, Yancha sekai de ichiban dai suki na akuma no ero petto Yukikun, Fuku-kaichou Peace, Idol Piro pyon, Kaichou Kururugi, Yamada sensei, Futago-chan, Nyanmaru, Gatekeeper) Le sigh.
Wednesday, March 23, 2011
Thursday, March 17, 2011
x(restrictionsucks)+ y(a gazillion of unhappy things) / 0(1 happy thing)
Kids: Learn the formula in life
ASDFIED = x(restrictionsucks)+ y(a gazillion of unhappy things) / 0(1 happy thing)
Hello World?!: Restrictions? This is the gdamn 21st Century!
It's almost a week since kuso kaisha banned a lot of sites including * clearsthroat * echofon-ing. I mean, I do have another option, which is my phone, demo... chotto mendokusai na.. It's troublesome to switch from doing work on the laptop and then using the phone to reply all the mentions (or to vent anger/emo-ness) I feel dead. ( oh you must be wondering why i like to use the word "Dies" "Dead" lately. Hmm... no particular reason, except, try listening to Dream Theater's "The Spirit Carries On". You'll understand.)
I used to be frightened of dying. I used to think death was the end. But that was before, I'm not scared anymore. I know that my soul will transcend.
If I die tomorrow, I'll be alright because I believe that after we're gone, the spirit carries on.
Pfft. Ok. sounds so cult-y. But anyway, I wonder why they have to do these kind of things. We're not fucking kids! Let me tell you what I think, I think it made me less productive, more stressed and freaking feel like smashing my laptop! (PFT! It's just FUCKED UP you know. I just saw Hades checking out Channel V Asia for celebs news. WHAT THE FUCK WAS THAT ABOUT?!) These unfairness has gone too far. RESTRICTION in 'Hell' is not all about SITES. It's about fucking everything. Even day offs!
ASDF Level: 10/10
Hello Doomsday: Part I: In Deep Shit
Earth Hour Gig. Yes. Awesomeness. Just so happen that I'll be in Kuching that weekend. Dented is going to perform for that gig! YEAH! It's been years since my last gig. Yon, Go nen gurai? The songs that we're gonna perform are these 4:
I'll be playing guitar for this Dented: Formation B gig. THE THING IS, I don't have a guitar to practice with and I barely have the time to. So I've been practicing on my HD Desire. Yeah, it is stupid. Don't ask. Don't even wonder. Which reminds me, I need to get a new bass. Oh, btw, the gig will be next week. Welcome To Hell.
ASDF Level: 5/10
Hello Doomsday: Part II: Tha....na....thos.....
Do you know what this character stands for: 冥王? It means: Hades. LOL.
So many work lately. So little pay (I seriously think I'm underpaid). So little time.
Maa, work isn't really that bad. It's just, it's related to (refer first part of the post)
ASDF Level: 10/10
Hello Doomsday: Part III: Naze..? Naze na no??? NAZE NA NO YOOOOOOOOOO????!!!
My Demon Pet Hates Me. I don't know what i did though. OTZ...
ASDF Level: 8/10
Hello Rakuen: After we're gone, the spirit carries on
He said something that made me happy. although it's just a simple sentence and the thought of him having thoughts about me is just HNGGGGGGGGHHHHHGHGHGHGHGHGH! (FINE. I'LL GET OVER IT) but let me stay happy for a bit, coz i know he didn't forget about me at least. The things I never thought he would do. =)))
ASDF Level: 1/10
Note: on a non-related subject, I've learned how to curse in Portuguese, thanks to my twin brother.
ASDFIED = x(restrictionsucks)+ y(a gazillion of unhappy things) / 0(1 happy thing)
Hello World?!: Restrictions? This is the gdamn 21st Century!
It's almost a week since kuso kaisha banned a lot of sites including * clearsthroat * echofon-ing. I mean, I do have another option, which is my phone, demo... chotto mendokusai na.. It's troublesome to switch from doing work on the laptop and then using the phone to reply all the mentions (or to vent anger/emo-ness) I feel dead. ( oh you must be wondering why i like to use the word "Dies" "Dead" lately. Hmm... no particular reason, except, try listening to Dream Theater's "The Spirit Carries On". You'll understand.)
Pfft. Ok. sounds so cult-y. But anyway, I wonder why they have to do these kind of things. We're not fucking kids! Let me tell you what I think, I think it made me less productive, more stressed and freaking feel like smashing my laptop! (PFT! It's just FUCKED UP you know. I just saw Hades checking out Channel V Asia for celebs news. WHAT THE FUCK WAS THAT ABOUT?!) These unfairness has gone too far. RESTRICTION in 'Hell' is not all about SITES. It's about fucking everything. Even day offs!
ASDF Level: 10/10
Hello Doomsday: Part I: In Deep Shit
Earth Hour Gig. Yes. Awesomeness. Just so happen that I'll be in Kuching that weekend. Dented is going to perform for that gig! YEAH! It's been years since my last gig. Yon, Go nen gurai? The songs that we're gonna perform are these 4:
- D City Rock - PSG OST
- I Just Threw Out The Love Of My Dreams - Weezer
- (have yet to decide on this ) maybe lostphropets - last summer
- Somewhere Over The Rainbow (Dented Version - One of them has to be Environment related song)
I'll be playing guitar for this Dented: Formation B gig. THE THING IS, I don't have a guitar to practice with and I barely have the time to. So I've been practicing on my HD Desire. Yeah, it is stupid. Don't ask. Don't even wonder. Which reminds me, I need to get a new bass. Oh, btw, the gig will be next week. Welcome To Hell.
ASDF Level: 5/10
Hello Doomsday: Part II: Tha....na....thos.....
Do you know what this character stands for: 冥王? It means: Hades. LOL.
So many work lately. So little pay (I seriously think I'm underpaid). So little time.
Maa, work isn't really that bad. It's just, it's related to (refer first part of the post)
ASDF Level: 10/10
Hello Doomsday: Part III: Naze..? Naze na no??? NAZE NA NO YOOOOOOOOOO????!!!
My Demon Pet Hates Me. I don't know what i did though. OTZ...
ASDF Level: 8/10
Hello Rakuen: After we're gone, the spirit carries on
He said something that made me happy. although it's just a simple sentence and the thought of him having thoughts about me is just HNGGGGGGGGHHHHHGHGHGHGHGHGH! (FINE. I'LL GET OVER IT) but let me stay happy for a bit, coz i know he didn't forget about me at least. The things I never thought he would do. =)))
ASDF Level: 1/10
Note: on a non-related subject, I've learned how to curse in Portuguese, thanks to my twin brother.
Friday, March 11, 2011
11.3.11 - Japan's Earthquake
8,9. Yes. It's a big one. This post is dedicated to those who are in Japan and those who are affected by tsunami and earthquake. My prayers for all of you out there. Be strong.
Thursday, March 10, 2011
春が来るから
Since I have so much time (not really =_=) on nothing, I decided to actively write stuff on my blog again. Kuso Kaisha has blocked me from echofon-ing (u know what i mean) so i'm gonna make myself a little bit productive on this side. More like, 'unlocking my creative mind'. I might as well continue writing my SDK FanFiction: The Messenger which is looooooong dead (yeah. writer's block).
By the way, today I feel like writing about the coming Spring Anime 2011. Actually, the ones I'm looking forward to watch =) There are about 19 of them. Some I'm familiar with, some I've never heard of. I'm sure that I might drop a lot out of these 19 series. Oh, by the way, at the beginning of every new season for anime, I will have a folder called "To Drop or not to drop". Miahahaha. So we'll start off the countdown:
19)Kämpfer für die Liebe
OH this. Just because I watched the first one. Not that I'm looking forward to it. Another trap anime. =_=
18)Ore tachi ni tsubasa wa nai
Something that looks interesting to watch. =)
17)Nichijou
(Have yet to get my hands on the details)
16)A Channel
(Have yet to get my hands on the details)
15)Denpa Onna to Seishun Otoko
Something interesting I guess..
14)Hoshizora e kakaru hashi
Harem-themed anime. Meh.
13)Hidan no Aria
Omoshiroi kamo....
12)30sai no hoken taiiku
THIS. I'm sure this is one funny anime! ahahaha!! So yeah, U get to be in the list!
11)Moshidora
Moshidora is a 10 episode anime (according to source: ANN). Well, it's a yakyuu-themed anime. So that's a Yes for me.
AN: The title is way too long. "Moshi Kōkō Yakyū no Joshi Manager ga Drucker no Management o Yondara" =_=" LOL!
10)Kami Nomi II
The story of the avid gamer Keima. Ah, i'm lazy to write about this. LOL. I'm sure everyone watched the first season.
9)[C] The Money of Soul and Possibility Control
Another interesting title. I hope it doesn't suck. Like Level E. The title was... WOW. and WOW, it's like my weekly dosage of trolling traps! :D (OH YES, Level E is awesome)
8)Sket Dance
Saw the manga and the art is nice. Not sure what the story is about but I think this one should be interesting. A parody-themed anime, perhaps? Actually the word 'misadventures' caught my eyes. This must be a ROFLMAO-themed anime! :D
7)Hana-saku Iroha
Tomatsu Haruka! yeay! =) Oh I love this type of anime.
6)Maria Holic: ALIVE
Oh! * Hanaji * hahahaha!!!!
Here are the TOP 5
5) Deadman wonderland
I'm sure this is going to be awesome. The title itself is already awesome. Not to mention Paku Romi and Hanazawa Kana combi. XD NICE. I didn't really read through the synopsis of this anime (nor did I Wiki-ed it =_=) I hate spoilers.
4) Steins;Gate
Play the game! Hahahaha!!! Oh well, it's been a while since I heard Tomokazu Seki's voice <3<3<3<3 and also Miyano Mamoru's voice. (what was the last one? Star Driver?) But whatever, this is one of the anime I look forward to watching in Spring =)
3) Tiger and Bunny
Don't be fooled by the title. Maa, I was like "What the F is with the title" when I looked at the image accompanying the news i checked out in ANN. It's a mecha-themed anime from Sunrise. I'll watch anything from Sunrise. LOL.
AN: Did I ever tell u that I wanna become a janitor at Sunrise? LOL.
2) Ao No Exorcist
First reason : IT's FUKUYAMA JUN and Nobuhiko Okamoto! <3 * nosebleed * Oh if you're wondering who are these two. Well they are the infamous seiyuu of Lelouch Lamperouge (FJ) and Usui Takumi (NO). Oh! There's also Naka-pan and Kamiya-san. miahahah =)))
Second reason: Demonic things are attractive =)
AN: I have yet started on the manga, but I will soon =)
1) Gintama
Need I say more. Refer posts:
By the way, today I feel like writing about the coming Spring Anime 2011. Actually, the ones I'm looking forward to watch =) There are about 19 of them. Some I'm familiar with, some I've never heard of. I'm sure that I might drop a lot out of these 19 series. Oh, by the way, at the beginning of every new season for anime, I will have a folder called "To Drop or not to drop". Miahahaha. So we'll start off the countdown:
19)Kämpfer für die Liebe
OH this. Just because I watched the first one. Not that I'm looking forward to it. Another trap anime. =_=
18)Ore tachi ni tsubasa wa nai
Something that looks interesting to watch. =)
17)Nichijou
(Have yet to get my hands on the details)
16)A Channel
(Have yet to get my hands on the details)
15)Denpa Onna to Seishun Otoko
Something interesting I guess..
14)Hoshizora e kakaru hashi
Harem-themed anime. Meh.
13)Hidan no Aria
Omoshiroi kamo....
12)30sai no hoken taiiku
THIS. I'm sure this is one funny anime! ahahaha!! So yeah, U get to be in the list!
11)Moshidora
Moshidora is a 10 episode anime (according to source: ANN). Well, it's a yakyuu-themed anime. So that's a Yes for me.
AN: The title is way too long. "Moshi Kōkō Yakyū no Joshi Manager ga Drucker no Management o Yondara" =_=" LOL!
10)Kami Nomi II
The story of the avid gamer Keima. Ah, i'm lazy to write about this. LOL. I'm sure everyone watched the first season.
9)[C] The Money of Soul and Possibility Control
Another interesting title. I hope it doesn't suck. Like Level E. The title was... WOW. and WOW, it's like my weekly dosage of trolling traps! :D (OH YES, Level E is awesome)
8)Sket Dance
Saw the manga and the art is nice. Not sure what the story is about but I think this one should be interesting. A parody-themed anime, perhaps? Actually the word 'misadventures' caught my eyes. This must be a ROFLMAO-themed anime! :D
7)Hana-saku Iroha
Tomatsu Haruka! yeay! =) Oh I love this type of anime.
6)Maria Holic: ALIVE
Oh! * Hanaji * hahahaha!!!!
Here are the TOP 5
5) Deadman wonderland
I'm sure this is going to be awesome. The title itself is already awesome. Not to mention Paku Romi and Hanazawa Kana combi. XD NICE. I didn't really read through the synopsis of this anime (nor did I Wiki-ed it =_=) I hate spoilers.
4) Steins;Gate
Play the game! Hahahaha!!! Oh well, it's been a while since I heard Tomokazu Seki's voice <3<3<3<3 and also Miyano Mamoru's voice. (what was the last one? Star Driver?) But whatever, this is one of the anime I look forward to watching in Spring =)
3) Tiger and Bunny
Don't be fooled by the title. Maa, I was like "What the F is with the title" when I looked at the image accompanying the news i checked out in ANN. It's a mecha-themed anime from Sunrise. I'll watch anything from Sunrise. LOL.
AN: Did I ever tell u that I wanna become a janitor at Sunrise? LOL.
2) Ao No Exorcist
First reason : IT's FUKUYAMA JUN and Nobuhiko Okamoto! <3 * nosebleed * Oh if you're wondering who are these two. Well they are the infamous seiyuu of Lelouch Lamperouge (FJ) and Usui Takumi (NO). Oh! There's also Naka-pan and Kamiya-san. miahahah =)))
Second reason: Demonic things are attractive =)
AN: I have yet started on the manga, but I will soon =)
1) Gintama
Need I say more. Refer posts:
Wednesday, March 9, 2011
I want that hair! ( Nakashima Mika - Yuki no Hana)
Yuki no Hana
I'm still in 'Nakashima Mika' Mode. Of course everything Nakashima Mika related is equivalent to me being in 'Hanyannnnn~~' mode. But today, this post is related to her hairstyle in 2005 when she performed Yuki no Hana during Kouhaku 2005. I love this hairstyle. She had it done when she performed GLAMOUROUS SKY acoustic in one of the shows where she was invited as guest artist (of course, I don't remember which one). And so yeah, I'm planning to do it. This hair! If any of you are curious of how it looks like, please watch the video below ( and of course! Enjoy the song!!). Saa, kitte kudasai. Douzo.
AN: Hanyannnn~ Mode: Please refer to Cardcaptor Sakura's reaction when meeting Yukito-san =)
I'm still in 'Nakashima Mika' Mode. Of course everything Nakashima Mika related is equivalent to me being in 'Hanyannnnn~~' mode. But today, this post is related to her hairstyle in 2005 when she performed Yuki no Hana during Kouhaku 2005. I love this hairstyle. She had it done when she performed GLAMOUROUS SKY acoustic in one of the shows where she was invited as guest artist (of course, I don't remember which one). And so yeah, I'm planning to do it. This hair! If any of you are curious of how it looks like, please watch the video below ( and of course! Enjoy the song!!). Saa, kitte kudasai. Douzo.
AN: Hanyannnn~ Mode: Please refer to Cardcaptor Sakura's reaction when meeting Yukito-san =)
Tuesday, March 8, 2011
I LOVE YOU!
I Love You!
Currently in my room feeling all forlorn. Haha.. "Doushite?" you may ask. Well, I think I haven't done anything good to myself for the past weeks. Been working day and night and weekends and I barely have time for myself. Been torturing my mind and soul and all I think about is to get out of here.
Today I feel worse after being blocked from echofon-ing! SUCKS! Lucky for me I still have my phone. But U know, I just felt robbed from my rights and freedom. After all, we're human not robot. If I feel like I've been treated with no mercy, then I WILL return the favour =) I'm a witch!
Well, the title for my blog today is for ME. ME, MYSELF & I. Not that I never wish to say it to someone that means the world to me, I just don't have anyone like that at the moment. I may have thought I used to have that kind of person but, well, my thoughts are always wrong. Haha.
"I Love You" is a cover of Ozaki Yutaka's ballad, by Nakashima Mika (中島 美嘉). I love both versions though. Except I feel more 'in love' when I listen to Mika-chan's version. Well I love Nakashima Mika. I love her voice, her way of singing and ultimately, she's cool. :D I used to be all "Hanyann" when I listen to this song last year because it reminded me of a certain someone. Well, it still does but I rather not dwell into it too much. Saa, kitte kudasai. Dozou.
Currently in my room feeling all forlorn. Haha.. "Doushite?" you may ask. Well, I think I haven't done anything good to myself for the past weeks. Been working day and night and weekends and I barely have time for myself. Been torturing my mind and soul and all I think about is to get out of here.
Today I feel worse after being blocked from echofon-ing! SUCKS! Lucky for me I still have my phone. But U know, I just felt robbed from my rights and freedom. After all, we're human not robot. If I feel like I've been treated with no mercy, then I WILL return the favour =) I'm a witch!
Well, the title for my blog today is for ME. ME, MYSELF & I. Not that I never wish to say it to someone that means the world to me, I just don't have anyone like that at the moment. I may have thought I used to have that kind of person but, well, my thoughts are always wrong. Haha.
"I Love You" is a cover of Ozaki Yutaka's ballad, by Nakashima Mika (中島 美嘉). I love both versions though. Except I feel more 'in love' when I listen to Mika-chan's version. Well I love Nakashima Mika. I love her voice, her way of singing and ultimately, she's cool. :D I used to be all "Hanyann" when I listen to this song last year because it reminded me of a certain someone. Well, it still does but I rather not dwell into it too much. Saa, kitte kudasai. Dozou.
Friday, February 25, 2011
To a dear friend.
Currently listening to 'Dream Theater - Spirit Carries On' and I was once again brought back to what happened yesterday. I was in the train when I received a text from someone. From the content, I wasn't surprised as this had happened on twitter to everyone in our circle. I decided to write this post for this friend of mind who calls it a quit in our friendship.
Yesterday, I lost a friend. Although we had a short friendship, I believed he shared a lot of things about himself to me that he wished others not to find out. It was a great honour to be trusted with so many things. I've only met him once, but we talked a lot on the net and I still think he's a great friend. He listened to me and worried about me when I wasn't well, when I was down, when I was in the worst possible condition although he was away and comforted me from far. Somehow, he decided to end any friendship/relationship with most of the people he knew on the net. Since he was the one who decided to end everything with everyone, as a friend, it is my duty to fulfill his wish as much as possible.
To this person:
Dude, this is for you. May you have the best in everything in the future. Be strong and don't give up on anything in life. Treasure the friends you have because they care about you. It was nice knowing you and thanks for listening to me and worrying about me all these time. If you believe what you're doing now is the best thing, then as a friend, I understand your wish and it's my duty to fulfill it. Lastly, HAVE FAITH IN PEOPLE. Don't let THAT ONE PERSON ruin your life and let you give up on others. There's much more to life than what it seems. And there are other people you can trust. You're a grown up so be strong, okay. Take Care Bro. You will always be my friend forever.
Yesterday, I lost a friend. Although we had a short friendship, I believed he shared a lot of things about himself to me that he wished others not to find out. It was a great honour to be trusted with so many things. I've only met him once, but we talked a lot on the net and I still think he's a great friend. He listened to me and worried about me when I wasn't well, when I was down, when I was in the worst possible condition although he was away and comforted me from far. Somehow, he decided to end any friendship/relationship with most of the people he knew on the net. Since he was the one who decided to end everything with everyone, as a friend, it is my duty to fulfill his wish as much as possible.
To this person:
Dude, this is for you. May you have the best in everything in the future. Be strong and don't give up on anything in life. Treasure the friends you have because they care about you. It was nice knowing you and thanks for listening to me and worrying about me all these time. If you believe what you're doing now is the best thing, then as a friend, I understand your wish and it's my duty to fulfill it. Lastly, HAVE FAITH IN PEOPLE. Don't let THAT ONE PERSON ruin your life and let you give up on others. There's much more to life than what it seems. And there are other people you can trust. You're a grown up so be strong, okay. Take Care Bro. You will always be my friend forever.
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