Getting into the Blues....

Oh No. (Oh yes!) I'm seriously into the "Seishun Banzai" mode. Been listening to Banjiya Blues (Gintama OST) the whole week. It's like a driver to depression and then to more hopeful future. I have to get out of here as soon as possible. I don't think I can take another second in this position. Unfortunately, something is very very wrong with me. I can't make a move. Rather, the 'move' is very very slow. Everytime I think about returning to the current position, I will feel like crying a river, no... a sea.

I don't know how it all begun but I know I hate to be here. Maybe when I heard those words from ano kuso yaro, maybe then the trigger was pulled. I know I've been clinging on the rope for so long but I can never decide whether I should let go or still hold on to it despite the pain. I know. I'm pretty pathetic. I don't need a reminder. Sometimes I think of why I'm still here. Eventhough I told myself to only give it another year. This time, I'm pretty sure I cannot take it anymore. My soul is definitely crumbling.

Silver Ball... I mean.... Soul.

It's very rare for me to fall in love with an idiot. (Please narrow down the subject to a 2D character, thank you). Seriously, I've never (so far) liked any character that has no common sense, that picks nose whenever and wherever he can and thinks of his d*ck all the time. Yes. I love Sakata Gintoki. He makes me laugh better than human (oh no! I did not just say that!). I know those who are reading this now wonder who Gin-chan is and why oh why did I really like this baka. Well, ladies and gentlemen, sit back while I introduce you to my current addiction, Gintama!

Image: Gintama

Gintama (Gin Tama - Silver Soul) is a manga by Hideaki Sorachi and is currently still ongoing on Weekly Shonen Jump. Basically, it's about Edo which is invaded by aliens called Amanto and apparently these aliens overpowered the government, banned Samurais from carrying katanas and took over everything. However, the story focused on Gin-chan who runs the Yorozuya (odd-job Gin-chan! famous for his tennen-paama (natural permed hair)) together with his two comrades Shinpachi and an alien girl, Kagura. They would do any type of job for any amount of money.

Other characters include the Shinsengumi, lead by Kondou Isao who is also a baka and stalker that's crazy-in-love with Shinpachi's sister, Otae-san; Vice-Captain - Hijikata Toushirou a mayo-addict; 1st Division Captain: Okita Sougo - a natural DoS; the Spy - Yamazaki - who is a walking parody of Prince of Tennis, only that he loves badminton. And many2 others. These Shinsengumi are always seen chasing the infamous terrorist, the leader of the Joui, Katsura Kotaro. He was Gintoki ex-comrade during the Amanto's invasion and is always seen with his pet Elizabeth.

There are too much to tell about Gintama, you have to watch it for yourself. All I can say is, Gintama always makes my day. Whenever I feel like shit, whenever I'm happy, anytime, I would definitely do a re-run on Gintama.

P/s: I'm ALWAYS too lazy to explain about good things. So please. Just watch! Gintama is currently on Episode 195. Take your time to watch it. Trust me. It's Worth It!

Note: Image from Anime News Network

When Tigers ROAR!

Yeay! It's not new year until it's Chinese New Year!! This is my first post for the year 2010.
EDIT: okay.. so it's not the first post. I lied.
I realized that it had to wait THAT long. You know, one and a half months. What's that all about? I've been busy(-ing) myself with orchestrating a rebellion. But I was defeated by viral fever for a week so the rebellion had to wait. I'm pumped up this week so hopefully something WILL happen. (Praying hard). In the mean time, I'll update what's been happening for the past 1 1/2 months I was gone (away from the blog). And... not that there's anything much going on.

January, Dad's been forcing me into an army-camp-like training. It started when he dragged me out of bed because I think he realized that I'm turning into and 80 year old bottle of elixir. (Why elixir? Don't ask. I can't think of anything else that sounds 'old' and.... well... elixir isn't really a good example of 'rotten') The best thing about this training is that, my theory on "I can't run because I have asthma and my knees are suffering from something-I-don't-know-what-you-call-it" turned out to be FALSE! The real reason why I can't run is simply because I. AM. LAZY!

You know the saying, "You can do it, if you want to do it" ? Well, this really applies here. LOL.

During the army-camp-like training, I've only been living on yogurt and yogurt drinks. WHY you asked? Well, nothing in particular. (Not that I am PARTICULARLY afraid of food.. or anything like that). I mean, I think it's good to maintain a good diet while I'm actually having this training you know, not that I'm on a diet or anything like that. ( clears throat )

I guess that's pretty much it. The summary of 1 1/2 months. I can't seem to get myself to be like the usual. My body is still suffering from the aftermath of the viral fever and I'm currently fighting - hives. It's very rare to happen. Once it's there you'll feel like shedding a new skin. Night time would be the worst time especially the combination of being sleepy or/and itchy. Be happy if you're married or staying with a man. At least someones is there to help keep your mind away from the itchiness in many, many ways. Hahahah!!!!

Okay.. forget about it. The next post will be about something more entertaining!

Gong Xi Fa Chai 2010!! RAWRRRRRR!!!

My heart is at my feet and I'm stepping on it

* typing ridiculous things because can't think straight *

I'm currently in a blank mode for I just did another unexpected and heartless thing but I guess on my side, I'm just doing myself a very, very, very big favour. I have to stop dreaming of wanting happiness the wrong way like doing things that don't give me any satisfaction. I'm just torturing my soul.

Believing is one thing. I honestly do give so much hope and faith to it, but things like this doesn't work one way. When I first decided on it, I knew it's too much to expect and I knew so well this is all bullshit.

I'm just way too complicated.

For that, I bid you farewell. This might really be the last time.

.... and do you know who is the last one standing?

Well, well. If it isn't the hot topic of the week. I'm not going to mention what it is because i'm too tired to spell each and every one out for you people again and again. If anyone is curious, please read the newspaper or watch the current news on your local network (yes, that's our local network, here in this distorted country).

Due to the unavoidable case (because some people are just too bored and it's like if they don't mess up the whole country their life will not be complete and they won't be able to die in peace ) , here is what i've got to say.

1) I'm not going to be on anyone's side. Everyone and everything (which includes all living creature that share and breathe the same air) has their own opinion on everything. Therefore, because I'm not one of those people who think they are smarter than everyone in this planet * points finger at someone's back *, I'm just gonna say it as simple as possible. All the sawagi are useless. Seriously, did it make anything better? Self-satisfaction, yes. But not for everyone's sake, moron.

2) It's just sad to see how some circle can actually act like barbarians. And, their brain lags among all the thins in their body system. Act before think? This doesn't work in the 21st century people.

3) While we suffer from heartache and hatred and pain and everything that doesn't spell good, all of us (regardless from what religion or race) were actually dancing right in the palm of you know who.

I BET THE DEVIL IS HAVING A BLAST AND LAUGHING HIS ASS OFF RIGHT THIS MOMENT. BECAUSE THIS IS WHAT HE ALWAYS WANTED ALL ETERNITY. THE FALLEN OF MANKIND. AND WE?

Human's heart is just an empty shell. We are the ones who filled it with evil.

When Grandma was here....

Grandma was here the last whole week. I was totally psyched about it and I totally had the best time ever. Not to mention, Yuuki-kun was sleeping over and we had the greatest time over the weekend.

When Grams was here,

• My bed was never in the 'state of war'. It's always in the right angle. She can never let the comforter unfolded and the gazillion pillows all over the place. Not to mention, the many many DVDs and manga on the bed were gone. (luckily I found where she stashed it)
• My manga and anime DVDs were nowhere to be found.
• I don't get to watch Animax. She would conquer the couch and would force me to sit and accompany her to watch Robert Rainford do the grill. It was seriously fun.
• I forgot about the plans to watch Avatar and Shelock Holmes. So until now, I haven't had the time to go.
• She always want me to be on the dining table during dinner and not let me ate in front of the TV. BUT... when P. Ramlee was on, she herself was there. That's pretty funny. O_O
• I ate a lot. Because I was happy.
• We had "Durian Party" on New Year. And yes, I was the one who suffered the most from the smell.
• We made dinner rolls and bread together. The funny part was, when she couldn't make a circle and instead made a rectangular-shaped dinner roll!!! Both of us failed. Mom chased us out of the kitchen. But the bread turned out really good despite the many 'faces'.
• We had Western food almost everynight! (Darn AFC!)
• She watched P. Ramlee movies almost everynight. She forced me and Yuuki-kun to watch with her. But we ran to my room and did a long session of L'Arc~en~Ciel's karaoke.
• I tried my best to spend every minute with her because I love Grams... :)))

Tomorrow night, Grams flying back to Kuching and I'm missing her already. =(

Year End: Update on the Kakkois :D

I have a new eye-candy!!! Andddd he is Saotome Alto of Macross Frontier. OH MY GOD!
I know I'm very very very very late to realize this... but at least I do now..... My year-end quote is.... "I WANT ALTO ON MY WALL!!!".

Yes.. I missed buying the calender for 2o10 and it is now out-of-stock. And somehow... they don't reproduce Calendars.... O_O... pelik rite?

Anyway,
update on eyecandies/mansluts for Year 2009.

1) Saotome Alto (of course...)



2) Date Masamune.... (sorry Masamune-sama!)



3) Onime-no-Kyo


4) Sebastian Michaelis


5) Kuchiki Byakuya (O_O??? Why??? Because he looks cool in the Zanpakutou fillers)




I can go on forever... but i better stop now.

Anyhow... to everyone, A very Happy New Year. May 2010 be a great year for all of us!!!


Happy New Year 2010!